Shaking with Fear

You know what’s scary? My husband is the only one I let get close to me. Now I’m tired of feeling vulnerable and I want to run so I can shut down my emotion and be alone for the rest of my life. He isn’t letting me run. He’s right there holding my hand.
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Shaking with Fear

Hugless

Hugless
August 11th, 2009
Current Mood: rejected
Current Music:I Get Lonely

Sunday there was nothing. He was asleep all day and only woke up to eat. He pushed me away when I tried to hug him, I made his food and after eating he went back to sleep. I didn’t get any hugs at all, but he was ready that evening for sex and I ignored the gesture because I didn’t feel like it.
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Hugless