November 30th, 2013 – Saturday
I always seem to be conscious early, even before I know I am and remain that way for 20 minutes several times a night.
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November 29th, 2013
I’ve been feeling like I was slowly losing my sanity. I’ve been distracting myself by playing computer games and isolating.
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September 22nd, 2013
I was turning over early in the morning. But never got to the position I intended. Instead I was sexually… Well.. I don’t know how I’d put it.
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My husband woke early and penetrated me from behind and when he came I went back to sleep. I played World of Warcraft when I woke up around 8am. We were supposed to meet Mr. Lazy to look at a house for rent, but he didn’t answer his phone.
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September 10th, 2013
I woke up around 4 and 4:30 and 4:58. My husband woke at 4:59:40 because my alarm sounded 20 seconds later. I got 1 of the kids up and returned to the bedroom. I must have said something smart again, but I don’t remember what it was.
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September 8th, 2013
I wasn’t up as early as usual, maybe because I was awake until about 1am. It was about 8:30am when I woke. I got up to play World of Warcraft. My husband woke up about 10:30 and called me into the bedroom. I went to see what he wanted.
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September 2, 2013
No job class or school today.
My husband asked for breakfast but we were out of bacon. When my oldest daughter took out the taco meat from the other day I made myself a couple tacos. I cut some lettuce and put onions into one so that I could surprise my husband with it. I took it to him and he said to save it for later.
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