Out of the… Is it a Closet?

2-22-15
i’ve been thinking about it for a week.

Shaking with Fear

You know what’s scary? My husband is the only one I let get close to me. Now I’m tired of feeling vulnerable and I want to run so I can shut down my emotion and be alone for the rest of my life. He isn’t letting me run. He’s right there holding my hand.

His Feelings

This is what my master wrote about me. It’s so sweet that I feel surrounded with his warm embrace everytime I read it. Upon his approval I will share.

Willpower and Lies

May 28th, 2013

I’m nervous and excited and I don’t know what else. My husband will be on a plane tomorrow and will fly 1000 miles to see the kids and I. All 5 kids are his. It’s been 5 months since we last saw him. He’s promised to demand sex.