Reconciliation – Day 37 (Immediate Consequences)

September 6th, 2013
My sister texted me a little after 3:30 am. I heard it, but didn’t look at my phone. My eyes were shut. LOL. (Anyway, the only person that texts me in the middle of the night is my ex boyfriend. He wants me to do a threesome with his wife, which I find odd.)

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Reconciliation – Day 37 (Immediate Consequences)

Reconciliation – Day 14 (Contract Talk)

August 14th, 2013
I could have passed out today. I woke at 4:56 am. I was checking the time and saw a message from a friend. I wanted to respond, but my husband told me to put my phone down. I went back to sleep and woke up at 7:32.

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Reconciliation – Day 14 (Contract Talk)

Neglected and Isolating

So what if I’m not on Skype. Other people have the excuse of not being able to contact me if I’m not logged into certain accounts, but not him. He (my master) has none.
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Neglected and Isolating

Shaking with Fear

You know what’s scary? My husband is the only one I let get close to me. Now I’m tired of feeling vulnerable and I want to run so I can shut down my emotion and be alone for the rest of my life. He isn’t letting me run. He’s right there holding my hand.
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Shaking with Fear