Because i Must (Assignment)

2-19-15
i had an assignment from my Dom to cum 5 times by the following day, i didn’t know what time on the following day (and i was afraid to ask… so afraid that i didn’t ask.). i didn’t like this assignment. There was no way i could do it and i was going to fail. *sigh* Well, maybe… i figured i needed help. i’d rather be told to run outside naked than to have orgasms. (i wouldn’t do it… that’s illegal, but just so you get the picture. Well, i’d also rather take a punishment than this, but doesn’t mean to not do it.) I want my Dom happy with me, so i tried… Continue reading “Because i Must (Assignment)”

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Because i Must (Assignment)

Reconciliation – Day 9 (Impatient)

I was awake a little after 5am and I finished yesterday’s entry. My husband awoke a little after 6am. He lightly slapped my butt and I had an orgasm. I must be really deprived.. or is it depraved?

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Reconciliation – Day 9 (Impatient)

Reconciliation- Day 5 (Sulking)

August 5th, 2013
I awoke late. It was about 7am. I’m in the country, but failure to buy a rooster probably isn’t an excuse. I am sure I would have been up before sunrise if my mind wasn’t so active last night or if I got a dose of love from my husband.

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Reconciliation- Day 5 (Sulking)

From My Knees.. Please Don’t Let Me Go

So I didn’t post yesterday… I’m sorry. I shouldn’t  blame myself for that. It’s just over… between my master and I. He gave me a choice.
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From My Knees.. Please Don’t Let Me Go

I’m a Whiner

It really is getting difficult to determine which is the most unbearable spanking I’ve ever had. I’ve never felt so out of control as I have over that Sunday and Monday. It had started Saturday night. I was spanked Monday morning and I know that I deserved it. I felt rejected by my husband and stopped caring. I had a very bad attitude, I didn’t discourage a sexual Conversation online, and I didn’t eat properly. It should be considered The worst one yet and I think it still is, but there was an embarrassing occurrence or two.
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I’m a Whiner