November 30th, 2013 – Saturday
I always seem to be conscious early, even before I know I am and remain that way for 20 minutes several times a night.
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September 1st, 2013
I’ve felt grateful today for my spanking yesterday morning. I’ve been feeling great and happy to be rid of all that negative energy. My mind stupidly keeps thinking about being proactive and getting another spanking before my mood starts to decline again. It hasn’t started yet. I’ve probably got a couple more days of good behavior left in me unless I have a bad day or someone within my small inner circle behaves poorly toward me.
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August 31st, 2013
I was conscious early, despite trying to stay asleep. He knows when I’m awake somehow. It was probably around 6am. He told me to turn over so he could spank me. It sounded like a request, so it was optional. I considered it for a minute. I suppose that I didn’t feel like it. It took another minute before I did and I didn’t say a word. I thought maybe he forgot, sometimes forgetting is good. After about a minute I was comfortable laying on my stomach and then I saw him reach and grab that horrible wooden paddle. I didn’t want that one. He hadn’t even struck me and I winced.
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