August 8th, 2013
When I awoke at 6:36 my husband was already awake and searching for clothes suitable for job interviews. When he found the shirt he was looking for, I ironed it as he requested.
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August 7th, 2013
My husband stirred at exactly 7:30 and I said “time to get up”, but I was sure he was getting up anyway. I had been up since maybe 6:50. He got up to get ready to go. I struggled between what I wanted to do, felt I should do, and what I felt like doing.
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August 6th, 2013
It was close to 6:30. I answered a text I received from my sister last night. She asked what I was doing up so early.
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August 5th, 2013
I awoke late. It was about 7am. I’m in the country, but failure to buy a rooster probably isn’t an excuse. I am sure I would have been up before sunrise if my mind wasn’t so active last night or if I got a dose of love from my husband.
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August 4, 2013
I felt light in the room and awoke, it was a little after 6am. I added a few more details to yesterday’s entry and posted it as my husband was being nosy. He asked what the kids were going to eat. The cereal was all gone. I said, “I don’t know.. Pancakes?” He said, “Yeah! Make me some pancakes and sausage!” I said, “no no no.”
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August 1st, 2013
My husband arrived around 4pm. He walked in because the door was unlocked. I was cleaning the freezer. I dropped what I was doing and hugged him with my arms around his neck. We took all our 5 kids and went to Ruby Tuesday. I wanted nothing off that menu and everything was too expensive to pick something I was almost sure I wouldn’t like.
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Before I ever saw him I had an instant crush like I was drawn to him, but I made no move. I argued with myself about approaching him and logic won. He was obviously much older, probably married, likely not interested, and I had a boyfriend.
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