Post Apocalyptic World

3-28-15
Is it wrong to say that my friend’s world is my world? Or maybe at some point we created a new world and moved onto that one. Or maybe our worlds are so close together that anything hitting her world also affects mine. i don’t know how to put it, but i do know that we faced destruction, i call it the apocalypse.
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Post Apocalyptic World

Reconciliation – Day 21 (No Time for xxx)

Amazing. Incredible. Burning. Indescribable. I think that about wraps it up. I posted a blog and woke my husband at 7:15. I asked him if he wanted to have sex with me. We’d had sex about 3 hours prior, but it wasn’t enough and I was patient.

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Reconciliation – Day 21 (No Time for xxx)

Reconciliation – Day 17 (Misbehaving)

August 17th 2013
I was spanked hard this morning, but it was before sunrise which means it’s in yesterday’s entry. It hurt alot, but I recover extremely quickly. I don’t know what time I woke up after the spanking, sex, and being told to go to sleep around 3am. I had been told not to touch my phone. I didn’t dare to touch my phone even after sunrise.

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Reconciliation – Day 17 (Misbehaving)

Reconciliation- Day 5 (Sulking)

August 5th, 2013
I awoke late. It was about 7am. I’m in the country, but failure to buy a rooster probably isn’t an excuse. I am sure I would have been up before sunrise if my mind wasn’t so active last night or if I got a dose of love from my husband.

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Reconciliation- Day 5 (Sulking)

Reconciliation- Day 1 (Arrival)

August 1st, 2013
My husband arrived around 4pm. He walked in because the door was unlocked. I was cleaning the freezer. I dropped what I was doing and hugged him with my arms around his neck. We took all our 5 kids and went to Ruby Tuesday. I wanted nothing off that menu and everything was too expensive to pick something I was almost sure I wouldn’t like.

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Reconciliation- Day 1 (Arrival)

Shaking with Fear

You know what’s scary? My husband is the only one I let get close to me. Now I’m tired of feeling vulnerable and I want to run so I can shut down my emotion and be alone for the rest of my life. He isn’t letting me run. He’s right there holding my hand.
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Shaking with Fear