Is it wrong to say that my friend’s world is my world? Or maybe at some point we created a new world and moved onto that one. Or maybe our worlds are so close together that anything hitting her world also affects mine. i don’t know how to put it, but i do know that we faced destruction, i call it the apocalypse.
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This is not difficult, this is painful. This is not painful, this is difficult. And yet it is neither. i need to apologize to all my friends for causing them to worry. A situation that isn’t dangerous to a normal person might be dangerous for me. i’m not too safe when out alone, but i don’t always realize it. Continue reading “i Didn’t Realize… i’m Sorry”
October 12th, 2013
My husband insisted on using the computer about 10am. I took 3 of the kids to meet our new friend from World of Warcraft that my son met at the bus stop.
Continue reading “Reconciliation – Day 73”
Before I ever saw him I had an instant crush like I was drawn to him, but I made no move. I argued with myself about approaching him and logic won. He was obviously much older, probably married, likely not interested, and I had a boyfriend.
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May 28th, 2013
I’m nervous and excited and I don’t know what else. My husband will be on a plane tomorrow and will fly 1000 miles to see the kids and I. All 5 kids are his. It’s been 5 months since we last saw him. He’s promised to demand sex.
Continue reading “Willpower and Lies”
I Am Going Through a Separation
My husband and I have separated for nearly 2 years, but he wants me back. Everytime he seems to ask my opinion I tell him that he’s making a huge mistake by coming after me and should move on, because I can’t seem to make him happy. Why does he want this so bad?
Continue reading “Cold Feet”