Post Apocalyptic World

3-28-15
Is it wrong to say that my friend’s world is my world? Or maybe at some point we created a new world and moved onto that one. Or maybe our worlds are so close together that anything hitting her world also affects mine. i don’t know how to put it, but i do know that we faced destruction, i call it the apocalypse.

Breaking Point (The Apocalypse)

3-22-15
i know that i haven’t blogged in days, i’ve been emotionally occupied and anything i would have written would have been hollow. When you are hurting emotionally or even physically and people offer advice… i’m going to tell you… it’s infuriating, sometimes even insulting. Do they think that you are so incapable of thought that you couldn’t think of that yourself?

Reconciliation – Day 24 (Feeling Grounded)

August 24th, 2013
Saturday. I made an effort to not get up early. I was able to stall waking up by about an hour. 7:30ish am still might be early, but I can’t do much better. If I ever sleep past 9am, someone should check my pulse. Lol.

Double Discipline

At around 5am yesterday I was minding my own business and doing online things when my master messaged me. I was excited and sort of wary at the same time.

I’m In For It

I don’t know if I should entitle this a Master Conflict or not. I don’t know if I should feel this amazing, loved, and protected when I’m really in so much trouble, maybe more trouble than I’ve been in my entire life. I should be trembling with fear.

Reconciliation – Day 18 (Doubts)

August 18th, 2013
It doesn’t seem like I’m trying, but I am. I don’t know what to say to my husband. Absolutely nothing comes to mind. I’ve been trying to change the way I think of him today.

Feelings Journal- 2

Tuesday August 13th, 2013
Today, yet again he wasn’t listening to me.  Not everything I say is going to make sense, but if he wants to hear the big things  that might not make sense then he has to listen to the little things.