August 18th, 2013
It doesn’t seem like I’m trying, but I am. I don’t know what to say to my husband. Absolutely nothing comes to mind. I’ve been trying to change the way I think of him today.
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In the contract I agreed to the following:
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August 14th, 2013
I could have passed out today. I woke at 4:56 am. I was checking the time and saw a message from a friend. I wanted to respond, but my husband told me to put my phone down. I went back to sleep and woke up at 7:32.
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August 13th, 2013
I woke at 12:58am. l went to the restroom and then checked to see if my husband’s clothes were dry. He told me to wake our 7 year old so he wouldn’t wet the bed. l wasn’t going to, but then I decided to. Then I got my husband’s clothes out of the dryer and folded them. I got back in bed, but I remained awake until 3 am. I was writing and went to sleep when I finished. I next woke up at 7:26am. My husband got up at 7:43. He’d kept asking me what time it was and I kept telling him, so he decided not to get up on time.
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