Scolded

3-10-15
Dare i post this? Yes, i dare. The best writing is fearless, right? i have tried to write this from the point of view of myself as well as a friend, because it seems that we often find ourselves in the same rowboat without a paddle. If i don’t get a comment i might never be this bold again. You’ve been warned. i have tried to write this from the point of view of myself as well as a friend, because it seems that we often find ourselves in the same rowboat without paddle. Continue reading “Scolded”

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Scolded

i’m Sorry and Thank You

3-6-15
i hadn’t a feeling or thought left in my body. i was answering every message i received and wasn’t paying any special attention to my Dom. i just wasn’t feeling it, i wasn’t feeling as though i had a submissive bone in my body.
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i’m Sorry and Thank You

i Didn’t Realize… i’m Sorry

3-5-15
This is not difficult, this is painful. This is not painful, this is difficult. And yet it is neither. i need to apologize to all my friends for causing them to worry. A situation that isn’t dangerous to a normal person might be dangerous for me. i’m not too safe when out alone, but i don’t always realize it. Continue reading “i Didn’t Realize… i’m Sorry”

i Didn’t Realize… i’m Sorry

Reconciliation – Day 30 (Don’t Yell)

August 30th, 2013
My stepsister brought her kids over after 6:30am. This time I was able to feed them the Chex cereal she’d brought over, because my husband bought some sugar yesterday.
My husband dropped the older one at his bus stop and our kids followed their normal routine. I had all four school aged kids in and out of the shower before 6am. Now tell me that isn’t amazing (at your own risk), especially with our record of running late.

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Reconciliation – Day 30 (Don’t Yell)

Reconciliation – Day 12 (A Dream)

August 12, 2013
I had a dream and I have a feeling . I dreamed that I had a master. I am becoming increasingly more impatient, irritable, and negative. I have a feeling that I would like more discipline, not necessarily like my dream, but that method might work.

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Reconciliation – Day 12 (A Dream)

From My Knees.. Please Don’t Let Me Go

So I didn’t post yesterday… I’m sorry. I shouldn’t  blame myself for that. It’s just over… between my master and I. He gave me a choice.
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From My Knees.. Please Don’t Let Me Go