her Reflection in the Mirror

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Don’t kill me for my honesty, Sir.

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6-1-15 Monday.
she sent her Sir an email that morning :
“Someone said on a question that she is irritated by Saudi men. i found that offensive, Sir. i was reminded of my first Dom and how much he didn’t irritate me and now i have an obsession. Before that i asked a question to try to get people to talk to me, but it’s been boring and i’m craving something more interesting, Sir.”

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her Reflection in the Mirror

That Best Friend she Had

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When it rains, it pours… i so hate clichés. So close, yet so far… so far.

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she really doesn’t know how or if she can go on. she’d been fighting back tears. How can rare decide that it’s better for her to run off? It doesn’t feel right, but that’s rare’s decision. rose knows about being held somewhere when all you want to do is leave, so she won’t do that.

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That Best Friend she Had

The Shed and the Blocked Jack***

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i’ve been in a daze the past several days and i just remembered all the things i forgot, so i’m catching up.

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Friday, 5-29-15
So maybe it was yesterday that she found out that SB can’t talk to rare at all anymore. It was at that time that she felt relieved and really glad that she was able to talk to him on Wednesday. Yet, she’d gotten no hint that he would no longer be observing things.

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And a Confession Shall Set her Free… Sometimes

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So sorry it’s late.. i woke up this morning and it’s like i haven’t remembered the past few days since Thursday morning.. not until today. And this is what happened Thursday. i’m coping right now, rg is leaving The Experience Project too. i have more catching up to do, before i forget again and return to a mindless state of barely functional in which i lose track of several days.

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5-28-15
her husband called her onto the bedroom for some reason. Usually she ignores him, but she said “What do you want?” And he said “Come here, baby” in a very sweet and tender way. she’d have fallen to her knees and crawled to him, but walking was faster. she changed just that quick and she didn’t expect that, she felt embarrassed about how sudden that was. she is not her husband’s submissive, remember? Do you remember why?

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Everything she is…

she knows she’s better because of her Sir and she knows that now because of her friend’s Sir. she doesn’t know how she can do better, but she will. she’s sorry for her behavior.

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she’d been grounded yesterday as of today, she misbehaved last night and really ticked off her Sir. she was feeling terrible. she really felt that she hadn’t made any progress. The other day she’d asked her friend’s Dom to help her by telling her how she’s improved. she really needed to hear some good things instead of always worrying about how badly she’s behaved and what a terrible sub she is.

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Everything she is…

Split Personality or OCD?

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This entry should be destroyed. It says too much, but that’s just my opinion.

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You just don’t know how much trouble she’s gotten into today. she’s hoping it isn’t alot, but it might be. Maybe she’s thinking that it’s worse than it is. It might not be that bad. she was made curious more than once today, you know that curiousity is bad for her. If you didn’t, well… it is. That’s usually how her predicaments begin.

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Split Personality or OCD?