Indescribable. i have no idea what i feel or what i should feel. i feel good, i feel motivated, i feel confident, and about 10 other things i have yet to identify. (Maybe safe, warm, loved, vibrant, content… at least 5 more to figure out). Continue reading “The Intervention (Also on Ep)”
It was 3am, but i woke up needing to write. i hope that my Master will forgive me for being up too early. i could be in trouble, but i have OCD and i assume it’s harder for me than the average person (but I really don’t know). Continue reading “Maybe Obsessive Compulsive (Report)”
It was Friday, the day started off boring, I was lonely and waiting for my Master. I was on day 2 of not hearing from him. I revel in the sunshine that he is, he gave a shadow of comfort and support, but suns rise and set, and in an instant he was gone.
Continue reading “New Dom and Moving On”
November 29th, 2013
I’ve been feeling like I was slowly losing my sanity. I’ve been distracting myself by playing computer games and isolating.
Continue reading “Reconciliation- Day 122”
Sat. September 28th, 2013
Apparently, my husband thought I earned a spanking. It’s always too early to think about reasons.
Continue reading “Reconciliation – Day 59 (Spanked)”
September 21st, 2013
Today started off a good day. I could have written this yesterday, because I usually write about anything in the post of the previous day if it occurs before I get up for the day. This time I planned not to go back to sleep, I was up around 2am, not because I planned to be awake, I just wake up sometimes. I lay there trying to fall asleep again without even realizing that I was awake.
Continue reading “Reconciliation – Day 52 (Close to Tears)”
September 6th, 2013
My sister texted me a little after 3:30 am. I heard it, but didn’t look at my phone. My eyes were shut. LOL. (Anyway, the only person that texts me in the middle of the night is my ex boyfriend. He wants me to do a threesome with his wife, which I find odd.)
Continue reading “Reconciliation – Day 37 (Immediate Consequences)”