November 30th, 2013 – Saturday
I always seem to be conscious early, even before I know I am and remain that way for 20 minutes several times a night.
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November 29th, 2013
I’ve been feeling like I was slowly losing my sanity. I’ve been distracting myself by playing computer games and isolating.
Continue reading “Reconciliation- Day 122”
October 5th, 2013
I woke up early about 5am thinking I had to get up, but it’s Saturday, so I didn’t. I just lay there trying to sleep.
Continue reading “Reconciliation – Day 66 (Drifting Apart)”
Sat. September 28th, 2013
Apparently, my husband thought I earned a spanking. It’s always too early to think about reasons.
Continue reading “Reconciliation – Day 59 (Spanked)”
September 22nd, 2013
I was turning over early in the morning. But never got to the position I intended. Instead I was sexually… Well.. I don’t know how I’d put it.
Continue reading “Reconciliation – Day 53 (Intimacy?)”
My husband woke early and penetrated me from behind and when he came I went back to sleep. I played World of Warcraft when I woke up around 8am. We were supposed to meet Mr. Lazy to look at a house for rent, but he didn’t answer his phone.
Continue reading “Reconciliation – Day 45 (Trying Not to Care)”
September 10th, 2013
I woke up around 4 and 4:30 and 4:58. My husband woke at 4:59:40 because my alarm sounded 20 seconds later. I got 1 of the kids up and returned to the bedroom. I must have said something smart again, but I don’t remember what it was.
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September 2, 2013
No job class or school today.
My husband asked for breakfast but we were out of bacon. When my oldest daughter took out the taco meat from the other day I made myself a couple tacos. I cut some lettuce and put onions into one so that I could surprise my husband with it. I took it to him and he said to save it for later.
Continue reading “Reconciliation – Day 33 (Defiant)”
Amazing. Incredible. Burning. Indescribable. I think that about wraps it up. I posted a blog and woke my husband at 7:15. I asked him if he wanted to have sex with me. We’d had sex about 3 hours prior, but it wasn’t enough and I was patient.
Continue reading “Reconciliation – Day 21 (No Time for xxx)”
At around 5am yesterday I was minding my own business and doing online things when my master messaged me. I was excited and sort of wary at the same time.
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