If you ever wondered why she’s not willing to let go of her former Dom, here’s why:
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My Sir so calm and fair
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November 29th, 2013
I’ve been feeling like I was slowly losing my sanity. I’ve been distracting myself by playing computer games and isolating.
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September 21st, 2013
Today started off a good day. I could have written this yesterday, because I usually write about anything in the post of the previous day if it occurs before I get up for the day. This time I planned not to go back to sleep, I was up around 2am, not because I planned to be awake, I just wake up sometimes. I lay there trying to fall asleep again without even realizing that I was awake.
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September 6th, 2013
My sister texted me a little after 3:30 am. I heard it, but didn’t look at my phone. My eyes were shut. LOL. (Anyway, the only person that texts me in the middle of the night is my ex boyfriend. He wants me to do a threesome with his wife, which I find odd.)
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August 4th, 2013
It was the normal routine with being up at 5:10am. My husband was leaving around 8:15 after I made him breakfast and after giving me a kiss. I told him I was going to make pancakes, but was waiting because I didn’t know if the kid I supervise ate yet. He said to go on and make them because if he hadn’t arrived then he probably wasn’t coming.
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September 3rd, 2013
This morning I got the kids up and made sure they got ready for school. Then I started playing World of Warcraft at about 5:40am before it was to go on Tuesday server maintenance. My husband sent our oldest to get me to turn the computer off and go to him. I said “no”.She said “is that what you want me to tell him?” I felt a chill at those words. (No, don’t tell him that.) I said, “I’m playing until 7”.
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September 2, 2013
No job class or school today.
My husband asked for breakfast but we were out of bacon. When my oldest daughter took out the taco meat from the other day I made myself a couple tacos. I cut some lettuce and put onions into one so that I could surprise my husband with it. I took it to him and he said to save it for later.
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September 1st, 2013
I’ve felt grateful today for my spanking yesterday morning. I’ve been feeling great and happy to be rid of all that negative energy. My mind stupidly keeps thinking about being proactive and getting another spanking before my mood starts to decline again. It hasn’t started yet. I’ve probably got a couple more days of good behavior left in me unless I have a bad day or someone within my small inner circle behaves poorly toward me.
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August 31st, 2013
I was conscious early, despite trying to stay asleep. He knows when I’m awake somehow. It was probably around 6am. He told me to turn over so he could spank me. It sounded like a request, so it was optional. I considered it for a minute. I suppose that I didn’t feel like it. It took another minute before I did and I didn’t say a word. I thought maybe he forgot, sometimes forgetting is good. After about a minute I was comfortable laying on my stomach and then I saw him reach and grab that horrible wooden paddle. I didn’t want that one. He hadn’t even struck me and I winced.
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