One Lonely Tear

I Believe Intimacy Is Not Purely Sexual

Written on December 30th, 2012

I’ve talked to him about things I’ve never talked to anyone else about. I let him do things to me I’ve never let anyone else do. I have yet to meet anyone else that I would have been willing to give my virginity to. I don’t think there is another person, or I have yet to meet him.
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One Lonely Tear

Just One Secret

Just One Secret
Current Music:We Belong Together 

I’ve been thinking about secrets and I don’t have many, but there’s this one that should mean nothing. I’ve only EVER told it to one person, I’ve heard that she was telling people so if you’ve heard it then get it straight. The only reason this secret is a secret is because of perception.
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Just One Secret

Hugless

Hugless
August 11th, 2009
Current Mood: rejected
Current Music:I Get Lonely

Sunday there was nothing. He was asleep all day and only woke up to eat. He pushed me away when I tried to hug him, I made his food and after eating he went back to sleep. I didn’t get any hugs at all, but he was ready that evening for sex and I ignored the gesture because I didn’t feel like it.
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Hugless

I Love His Authority

I love my husband’s voice of authority when he just commands me to do something or else. He speaks to me in a stern, yet gentle tone that makes me want to do whatever he’s told me to. His tone says that he loves me, but he means it and it isn’t negotiable. I feel the threat of consequences in his tone, but sometimes he sees fit to tell me what will happen if I don’t do as he told me.
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I Love His Authority

I Will Get to it… Eventually

I Will Get To It When I Get To It

Written on December 23rd, 2012

I do what I feel like doing, whenever I feel like doing it. If I don’t feel like doing something, I usually don’t do it until I do. When I’m asked to do something, I will not drop whatever I’m doing and do it immediately and I don’t care who asked or where I am.
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I Will Get to it… Eventually

Head of Household

(I Believe Its A Husband’s Responsibility…)

Written on December 1st, 2012

I’m head of the household and I don’t want to be. My husband has accused me of wanting to wear the pants in our relationship. I literally wear pants, but he can have the damn pants! I’ll wear dresses for the rest of my life if he’ll just step up.
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Head of Household