August 8, 2013
It isn’t really fair. My husband isn’t fully satisfying my discipline needs. So I have this unfair situation.
Continue reading “Master Conflict- 1”
So what if I’m not on Skype. Other people have the excuse of not being able to contact me if I’m not logged into certain accounts, but not him. He (my master) has none.
Continue reading “Neglected and Isolating”
Before I ever saw him I had an instant crush like I was drawn to him, but I made no move. I argued with myself about approaching him and logic won. He was obviously much older, probably married, likely not interested, and I had a boyfriend.
Continue reading “Started as a Crush”
You know what’s scary? My husband is the only one I let get close to me. Now I’m tired of feeling vulnerable and I want to run so I can shut down my emotion and be alone for the rest of my life. He isn’t letting me run. He’s right there holding my hand.
Continue reading “Shaking with Fear”
My earliest memory includes not ever wanting to be touched or kissed. I figure that something must be broken but I can’t figure out what.
Continue reading “Don’t Touch Me”
Oh… god. Now I’ve got my husband threatening to spank me. He usually just takes a firm tone with me.
Continue reading “His Echo”
I’m struggling right now. I’m messing up, ruining everything. I’m trying not to feel anything, but I want to feel everything. I don’t want to shut him out.
Continue reading “The What If Game”