Hello, i just came to check on things. i haven’t stopped blogging. i’d switched blogs, because there are so many memories on this one and i’ve moved on from them. Yet i don’t want to delete them, so they remain here. my Sir has instructed me to make my main blog private, but i found a great blog hosting deal and i’m there now, except for the things i’m only allowed to say privately. i’m just a little confused on this.
Before I ever saw him I had an instant crush like I was drawn to him, but I made no move. I argued with myself about approaching him and logic won. He was obviously much older, probably married, likely not interested, and I had a boyfriend. Continue reading “Started as a Crush”→
You know what’s scary? My husband is the only one I let get close to me. Now I’m tired of feeling vulnerable and I want to run so I can shut down my emotion and be alone for the rest of my life. He isn’t letting me run. He’s right there holding my hand. Continue reading “Shaking with Fear”→