Hello, i just came to check on things. i haven’t stopped blogging. i’d switched blogs, because there are so many memories on this one and i’ve moved on from them. Yet i don’t want to delete them, so they remain here. my Sir has instructed me to make my main blog private, but i found a great blog hosting deal and i’m there now, except for the things i’m only allowed to say privately. i’m just a little confused on this.
Is it wrong to say that my friend’s world is my world? Or maybe at some point we created a new world and moved onto that one. Or maybe our worlds are so close together that anything hitting her world also affects mine. i don’t know how to put it, but i do know that we faced destruction, i call it the apocalypse. Continue reading “Post Apocalyptic World”→
My road from complete independence to submission.. imagine coasting down a smooth hill on your bike feeling the breeze on a hot day. (Doesn’t that sound nice? Well.. wake up!). i can’t speak about anyone else’s road but mine. i should call it a rollercoaster rather than a road, it twists, it turns to get around obstacles, loops backwards extremely fast and yet moves forward so slow that it needs those loops to build any speed to get anywhere. But maybe you don’t know what i’m talking about. Continue reading “Road (Rollercoaster) to Submission”→
i know that i haven’t blogged in days, i’ve been emotionally occupied and anything i would have written would have been hollow. When you are hurting emotionally or even physically and people offer advice… i’m going to tell you… it’s infuriating, sometimes even insulting. Do they think that you are so incapable of thought that you couldn’t think of that yourself? Continue reading “Breaking Point (The Apocalypse)”→