Indescribable. i have no idea what i feel or what i should feel. i feel good, i feel motivated, i feel confident, and about 10 other things i have yet to identify. (Maybe safe, warm, loved, vibrant, content… at least 5 more to figure out). Continue reading “The Intervention (Also on Ep)”
It was 3am, but i woke up needing to write. i hope that my Master will forgive me for being up too early. i could be in trouble, but i have OCD and i assume it’s harder for me than the average person (but I really don’t know). Continue reading “Maybe Obsessive Compulsive (Report)”
i’ll be honest, i don’t know how to approach this subject. i’ve considered dropping down from the ceiling like a secret agent, surprise attacking from behind like a lioness, chasing it down like a cheetah, and lying in wait for it like a spider.
Continue reading “Comparisons of Doms (Assignment)”
i lay with my head on the bed, but was on my knees with my butt in the breeze. (Hey, that rhymes! lol) i felt entirely comfortable in that position. my husband walked by and didn’t say a word. He ignored me, but at least he didn’t ask anything. i laid that way for a long while while i worked on an assignment from my Dom. i wasn’t expecting anything to happen and no one told me to lay that way, i was just comfortable. i felt that i was in a submissive position, but i didn’t mind it. i’ve accepted that i’m submissive, but i wonder… Continue reading “my Submissive Heart’s Decline”
i went to my appointment. i had been going to therapy 3 years and my therapist has never seen me this happy or distracted.
Continue reading “What if He Were Gone Tomorrow…”
On EP i am shimmeringrose. Us registered users call it EP,
Continue reading “EP- Where it All Started”